I feel humiliated when I watch it, it’s totally me jerking off to my females friends (whom I will never get since I’m a pussy free loser); I’m thankful for this skillful and beautiful humiliation. Few women can humiliate you even if you ask or beg. She gets our kink and for this I will dedicate and eat my load for her something I find disgusting but she deserve to know I’m doing it for her.